on the road to recovery

emo detoxification began this arvo. i should be my happy self by saturday. tomorrow spells doom for my brain tho. studystudy.

sometimes

i wonder why God's plans can bite so far, sting so bad and cut so deep.

emoemoemo.

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i seem to be making a multitude of bad decisions as of late. ineedabreathoffreshair.now.

God's sovereignty

Today i was attacked with the "jeeblies" (shaky hands and clamminess) and a great sense of...insecurity. The feeling of "life is out of my hands" and "plans gone...not quite the way i planned" were also playing on my mind, making me feel..rubbish. (also caused me a tummyache).

Questioning my sensitivity to certain issues whilst trying to warm up (how in the world am i cold on such a warm day?!), i began to pray, and also remembering that God has sovereignty over every aspect of my life. So what to do? i guess to trust and obey, and to remember that, true, things are not in my control, but they're in control of someone much more sensible than me, and that everything will happen, will happen, and that's all i can ask for.

Semi-thought of the day: to love someone, is to help/let them grow and be as God desires them to be. hm.

say hello to jason..

Mraz. what an awesome concert. (:

hello, please meet..

Abby Abominable. He's a shy swamp monster who loves eating bread. give him a hug if you want.

(ah. i love glowing blue pen lines)

stuck

yes. stuck. at uni. for a 5hour break. it's driving me craaaaaaaaaazy! zy and curry-sai (yes, that's what curry might give people) are off to blue mountains whilst i'm stuck in lecture notes. meanwhile, past 2 days have been major fun. 2 ukuleles and a guitar make for a whole lot of music! and the beach was awesome. i think i'll get some pictures off zy, char and elsa soon.

A-C-T *stompstompstomp* I-O-N *stompstompstomp* action action we want action! bahahaha. =\

ok. i'm done rantingbye