Today i was attacked with the "jeeblies" (shaky hands and clamminess) and a great sense of...insecurity. The feeling of "life is out of my hands" and "plans gone...not quite the way i planned" were also playing on my mind, making me feel..rubbish. (also caused me a tummyache).
Questioning my sensitivity to certain issues whilst trying to warm up (how in the world am i cold on such a warm day?!), i began to pray, and also remembering that God has sovereignty over every aspect of my life. So what to do? i guess to trust and obey, and to remember that, true, things are not in my control, but they're in control of someone much more sensible than me, and that everything will happen, will happen, and that's all i can ask for.
Semi-thought of the day: to love someone, is to help/let them grow and be as God desires them to be. hm.
